Dream

Dear Heavenly Father, I come to You in Jesus precious name. Without ceasing I had told myself to write the dream I had down even in my dream and even in my sleep until finally I awoke at what seems to be a decent enough time since light and sun are to be seen outside my window. I will dive right in. There are already bits and parts I have already forgotten. Surely I saw that there was a group of people chosen for a prestigious position. There was only one row of computers with red computer chairs facing a lecturer. When night a guy who looked to be a white male and I were running in the dark. It seemed like I was back home in Galle at my grandmother's place when this happened. But every time I would see a snake which looked to be gray in colour and slithering on the ground I would freak out and turn back. Soon I saw that others despite there being snakes and despite them being afraid were pressing on forward. I was told to not be afraid since this was holding me back (spiritually and even in my career for instance since everything at the end of the day is spiritual). The very next hour or so after I was quite tired from the run we did we were back in the classroom except now there was a long sort of hardwood bowling alley going upwards into the height of the room. Then before I knew it I was running with the rest of the crowd to secure a spot for me in one of those computers chairs as I ran up and then came back I was surprised that I was the first one back and as I was sliding down on my back past the finish line I saw the same white male stand out from the background as he came in second behind the mob of people. But I was also pointing upwards to You God saying thank You Jesus! I was happy. That's all I remember.

Surely I know that You will give the interpretation of that dream for I request it if indeed this was a dream from You because I was woken up in the middle of the night. Not sure if this was related to demonic activity as a result of occult activity. But I was seriously considering this thought as my mom shrieked only minutes after from what appeared to be a nightmare. She seemed to be terrified but I have yet to ask her since she is a floor down from me. I immediately prayed and then things appeared to go back to normal. I definitely felt a powerful darkness heavy near me but then at the name of Jesus it had to flee. Thank You Lord! Further, last night my sister after the whole day of having a shower, really getting ready (make up and all), and walking on crutches downtown at the Eaton Center and even near Lake Ontario for crying out loud she didn't really appreciate it in the measure that was justified. This was because she basically said or warned me rather not to get emotionally attached to her crush. I was a little offended yes, but I am glad someone is keeping me in check with my extremity of emotion that's my blind spot and true weakness. She even asked em not to seem so competitive with my potential dates because I will end up being like mom who is always done better than my father but she is suffering a poor standard of living and quality of life because of him most of the time. I just feel not good enough, or smart enough God when I am talking with these seemingly successful people. And I know that there are seeking someone successful who can actually carry out a conversation within their social circles and not just someone that doesn't fit in. Help me Lord and clarify this. I want to certainly be more informed, more politically involved as well as more academically involved but my sister has a point in saying that he is the guy so he must be more experienced with travel, politics, and even literature than I am ( which I am not used to) and something I don't feel comfortable with. I actually found myself painting a picture of myself that was sort of exaggerating the reality in order to impress the other male party. Help me Lord.In Jesus name I pray, amen.

Love,
Your Sarah.