Sister- Sister

I come to Abba Almighty in Jesus Name.

I have to thank Thee for the immensely close bonding time I had with my sister. I don't think we've had a greater more honest conversation full of confessions, emotion of controlled anger and disappointment but also great laughter. To keep this post simple I basically revealed to her how a younger male whom she apparently liked very much and who liked my sister a lot was flirting with me a lot. I had kept it hidden from her but I openly confessed that to You and my mother. I was reeled in by his charm but of course he was trying to get closer to my sister through me but I will still never know what his heart was. While we were waiting for hours on end together in the Emergency room, we were so bored that we had only each other to talk to. I knew deep down inside that You wanted us to talk about something and sure enough it surprisingly all came out and at the right time I guess. I am worried about how she will handle this with him but I know that I was responsible and I owe it to her to be honest. It was a delusional time in my life and I thank God for delivering me out from that situation. Now she understands why I don't like him, although I do not know exactly whom she is blaming more ( me or him). In any case we still had peace although she mentioned that she doesn't trust me anymore which is fair enough. I told her many times how I don't trust her in certain areas as well. I pray Your will be done in Jesus Name.

So later we went out to eat at a restaurant. I in my crutches went reluctantly to eat with my sister. We talked about a lot of things! I even had a glass of bear. This has been one eventful day. Just when we think we have nothing to talk about. Moments after comes the "river" ( whom my sister is seeing face to face for the first time since I had a major crush on him last fall) with another girl. My sister was freaking out! She was basically asking the question why her? But later concluded that this may be his preference or liking. We had a great time chatting about how to make myself known to him ( i.e. going to the washroom or my sister yelling my name out loud deliberately within a conversation, etc). She was excited but inside I felt a quiet peace. It was like I knew this all along and this was confirmation. I knew the girl from a while back and from his pictures. He didn't see me yet. Later when they left earlier than they had arrived, he saw me as he was leaving since they only sat a few rows from us. It could not have been an accident at all. No way. This was only orchestrated by God. It was a pleasant surprise to see him regardless and it's great that we had been texting each other only two days ago so it's not that awkward. In any case the girl walked out while he had the most priceless stunned look on his face. He was quick to observe. I held my cup of Heineken beer in my hand and sipped it while he noticed the bottled and made no comment. He is naturally observant and then he noticed my crutches, my ribs on the plate and then my sister. He hastily rushed off saying that he has to get back to school to finish an essay.

Thank You Lord that my sister and I had a great time and even over the phone mom, my sis and I had a great conversation about the whole ordeal. Even when we came home we had a hunch that my dad and mom ( according to my sister who is quick to smell and pick up these things) were up to some funny monkey business if you know what I mean. But You know what praise You God!!! I mean here was my family on the break of separation and hostility while You brought my mom and dad together through my mom's surgery and him actually spending the night with her in the same room out of necessity ( which has proved to be quite a romantic sequence of events) and surprisingly me and sis are getting along like never before. Sure there are ups and downs but even through this time of struggle, confusion and doubt God is so good to us. I don't understand it but I love Him for it! His goodness is far better than anything else. I worship You Lord. Thanks again for answering our tiny but significant prayers even regarding my sister's interest "kuitar". May that go well. In Jesus Name I pray, amen.