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I cover and protect each word with teh blood of Jesus Christ In Jesus Name I pray amen. I don't know what to say really.. so much to say I don'r know how to express it.. I know confusion is not from God and I have all these weird feelings and fears and sometimes stepping out and being nice and talking out doesn't yield the best results... btu I need encouragement... let's just say.. and I'm really tired now.. but yesterday teh impossible happened... God firstly vitisted me in an aamazing way as I yelled out Jesus... then at work I was connecting with EVERYONE.. and told my coworker abotu JESUS totally BOLDLY wittnessing and she even said the joy was contagious off of me and then even people who hurt me in the past shared a drink with me.. we almost kissed sorta in that sense and even said that they will find out and tell me about a phoen company and even gave me a DVD to watch! I mean if that isn't God I don't know what is.. yet another supernatural day.. including meeting guys liek oslm who was in finance and went to utsc and was a paige and I just randomly talked to and we shook hands.. even with the sam a shopkeeper young and CUTE as ever! And every employee almost and customer that was near me... I mean people talked.. een customer that I've seen before.. then of course a weird spiritual attack happened... lady yelling at me.. left my soul bruisd... I forgave her for sure today.. I am still in need of healing though... i feel another worker told me sth about suffering as God's cihld taht really stuck to me.. I'll say it in detail... he said his priest said that I want this to continue but then I still need healigng... I don't knw if I reacted well because I had tears in my eyes and I wouldnt stop talking about it.. but yea everyone raise d their hands when he asked who wants to be God's best child and then when he asked who wants to sffer nobody put their hand up.. but he talked about God's son Jesus sufferign the most... that brough t me comfort.. then now I have these thogught that are hindering me... I want to walk in freedom again.. and otehr fears from teh connections I already made.. I feel dioriented not knowing lacking energy, lacking confidence... then yesteray even with my good friend we talked at great length and I talked to her SOOOO much about God liek I knnow it was Holy Spirit!! Boldly talking to her about the LIVING Christ! But I knwo there's more.. today I have mixed feelings about a guy friend of mine.. and there are other guys in my life that I started feelings for again.. but at the same time I'm indifferent to all of them.. It feels like I want to spend time with God.. .I reallyy want to travel to the nations... I want God... and oh yea I talked with every employee lifting their spirits.. and I pray that they'll be more. and there was another man a visitor from Italy who also experienced the agressiveness of the woman and I still cant forget the GOREGEOUS smart man and even someone from the ealry morning froma while back a churchgoing young man too : ) That's God and divine appointments! I want more today! I want many more divine apopointments and I want this day to be a moe supernatural day of God filled with more divine appointments than ever before... kay, witing on God now