Okay, I'm going to make this short and sweet! Well, my most immediate report consists of a text from a friend from the past which I am seeking God for. I have responded and the ball is in his court. I will explain later if worth explaining but boy was I shocked. I pray that God will rule in my heart. But last night was a storm of a doosy only because there was hollering, drama, and yelling at demons and the devil himself. Thank God there was sleep after that but a lot of energy was wasted. David really knew what he was talking about because though the sorrow may last for the night the joy comes in the morning which is what God reminded me of in the morning in the Psalm. Sadly this has been too often than not the case in my family. Thankfully God reconciled all of us in the morning for the most part. My sister is in my prayers because she is vulnerable right now. May God Himself protect her in Jesus Name.
Must I also say that most of the marks I got back from last semester are a mighty praise report to God! I mean, the marks are a testimony of God's goodness and faithfulness even in the most difficult of circumstances. And oh yes currently I need more of His grace because there's a lot of material to cover. I pray God will be with us for the Chicago trip because we really need Him. Time is of the essence and my courses are really challenging the way I am thinking about what's around me and my future. God is my refuge. He is my help. He is not mad at me. He loves me and He loves you! Hallelujah! Blessed be the Name of the Lord, forever and ever! Amen!
so.. update... yea I thought it wouldn't happen this way.. and I relaly dislike how this is bothering me and has become a destraction and by writing as fast as I can to try an explain the damage control I am goign through and the painful analysis of every text word and the painful checking of the phone to see if I received a text ugh!! And then seeing the conversation look badly on me because I answered to fast or too slow.. etc... just didn't work and haven't gotten a reply since... should've just said.. yes let's get french vanilla... what time? as opposed to just givign a time.. and then whatever.. I need God.. lol JESUS!! I call on Your Name for strenght and and hope!
OKay so another update... I was writing my previous update when I had to sign out because a friend as Holy Spirit quietly warned me ( which I propose Holy SPirit You should really yell at me and warn me.. I know I know You're gentle and I love that about you) butt yea lo and behold it was a friend who totally caught me off guard.. I didn't have much to offer.. accept she provided me with chocolate which realllly actually helped and as I was making my way towards tim hortons I quickly turned the other way... why you ask.. or it was relaly likeme in indecision in the allway whether to go in or not.. especially because the person in question was in view.. I recognized his glasses as always .. it waws him allright.. no wonder he wasn't replying .... weird... he was speaking with my POLB90 professor from this morning!! really weird... my curious mind is going crazy as to the story behind it all lol... and I'm debating whether to go or not.. but then I figure it's best to stay away... it would be realllyy awkward... I'm thursty now lol Thanks God for showing me thr truth.. woah I wanna talk with my professor s at TIm Hortons... he doesn't brag about it liek I would've eh.. much to learn... thanks God for indeed being with me! I love YOU!
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