Encounter with God!!! JESUS!!!!

I protect his converstaion in Jesus Name and I place the blood upon each word in Jesus Name, amen. Wohooo... Oh man I really pray I remember everything that happened last night... but can you tell... I went from yelling hell out loud in the morning and having a heart of stone and hatred and self-pity and INFURIATING anger to a PRINCESS of God filled with His spirit ( love, joy, and peace and certainly favor!!!)... okay let me back up and go to the email I got from a friend from church on facebook which talked about a man name Firu I think his name is coming to church a speaker/pastor/evangelist.... to be honest with you I thought it would be interesting but my heart was still hardened against the Lord... and I know that I already was going to youth ( seeking God ) and I knew in my heart and for some reason my flesh despised the fact but acknowledged that I was going to meet God there and I will come out different, changed than I went it... it was just a matter of the means.. and already I was bummed out because I couldn't go to Chicago to hear from God, but lo and behold I heard from God in a MIGHTY way last night... I couldn't write to you last night because it was about 2 am when my sis and I acme home... okay so half-heatedly I was asked to come to sit by an aunty and leave afterwards... it worked lol I stayed until the very end.... from the beginning when we worshipped God it was not good lol I didn't feel Him at all..but then... he had an amazing message I took notes on which I may touch upon later but I'll focus on what I didn't take note of mostly... and thenn he the speaker said these words in prayer.... there is someone that came with a burden of the family and relationships... that got my attention and furthermore.. he bound the spirit of doubt and unbeilief and I was delivered from this bondage.... in the end I actually went to him and told him that it was me... he was a little shocked but then he prayed and said that Jesus can call out the burden and also carry it... and said I would draw closer to God because of this... then God told me later that night that He would give me His grace to go through anything... no one else could go through or handle what I could go through because His grace is with me... praise the LORD!! And then everyone around me before that as we were in the presence of God... which he asked us to come down and I went RIGHT AWAY which according to my other friend she admired... I didn't think anyone was looking lol then everyone was being prayed for by the speaker and I prayed that he would come near me after I had my special encounter with Him and he did! That is favor right there... but before that I stood there and I could see Jesus in the middle... and everytime I would say Jesus I had chills down my bac get stornger each time and there was a girl behind me speaking in tounges behind me and she came to me and interpreted it and she started with you are royalty!!! and started to switch to first first person here are some of the things I remember... your are His princess... worship Me... who do you think put those desires in your heart... it was Me... He sees your heart and that's what matters to Him!!!! I see that you have the hunger for the deeper things of God... I see you crying out in your room.. I hear you... I was ballinggg all throughout.. then He will lavish His love on you.. and favor favor favor! ( which my friend agreed with and said YES to and said that she sees that in my life and she also said that I honour God.. or somethign to that effect which really blessed me..God bless her)Deeclared over my life... don't believe things that don't fall in accordance or agree with My Word... those thought are from a liar! I will give you understanding and wisdom as you desire... oh man there is defientely still more... but I remember seeing the fair man I always saw before this girl spoke with me and usually I see him praying with a white t-shirt on but this time I saw him standing upright ( now there's a good descript.. an upright man before God).. and he still had a white t-shirt on ( which may represent purity) but I could see that he had a lovely colour brown of hair about an inch or so long.. and sharp features.. I only saw his face at a side.. so I couldn't see his eyes but I haven't seen him before... but I could tell he is very close to God). Then I asked God... no this is from the enemey trying to trick me, tempt me, etc.. can't be for me... then God said... why not.. I said so.. and so be it.. enjoy! LOL Basically saying, he's for me lol! yay God!! He doesn't want to dissapoint me.. and liek He said.. He is the one that put the desire in my heart... oh man then this was confirmed I guess with the aunty who brought me saing that she saw that my friend and I woudl have lovable husabnds in Jesus Name wohoo! I receive that! I was even told I lost weight and that I look fantastic! wohoo and that my dream about going to the washroom last night's DREAM that it may be breaking the norm... succeeding in what men ususlaly do... cough cough LAW!!! hahaha! I just want to take this opportunity to thank Jesus! For I am light ... and the burden has been lifted off me by the Great I AM ! Thank You, thank You! thank You so much!! Youar ea GREAT God! All the glory belongs to you! I bless Your Holy Name! I worship You! I protect this converstaion with the blood of Jesus Christ, amen.